Lonely

Maybe you will forget me,
A radio wave on a sea of misery,
A surfer on the nightmares of people I am not,
A hitchhiker who needs a destination to wish for
because home is so very far away
in a Neverland that doesn't exist
and why am I like this?
I know I can't be the only one,
The only betrayal of a nurturing life that needs no explanation.
The broken faculty, a twisted part in a forever mechanism in a blackhole heart.
You will forget me.
I know you will, because the mind doesn't like to dwell on sadness,
Although it feels like it sometimes,
And it's not just me.
I know,
But I don't,
And the kaleidoscope keeps turning its silly tune thinking it can
Actually Get Somewhere.

But it can't.

It's just stuck,
The bad song on an album
or the used by last week cheese.

You're right though:
To forget me,
Because I wouldn't be my friend either.
Look through the glass to escape your past and take the secret potion,
But I know it's not just me.
Right?

Drink the potion;
It might make you smile -
Take you to a hot spring
fuming with too warm water
and bubbles in all the wrong places,
dancing about the surface like spaceships.

We think there's a point in life
where there's no turning back,
A fatal flaw crash and the force crumbles in
like a bomb,
Or one of those bubbles.
But it's not true,
And it's the single truth we can live by -
We start as nothing,
We end...as nothing.
But no body wants to live that life.
You will forget me...
nots in the meadow of my arms
and the elves on the neurons
in my brain.

I know...
I'm not the only one,
The only person you'll forget
And the only
woman who cries when she's

lonely.

But she's lonely,
And I just wish there was
Someone,
Like you,
With me.